So, this group challenge is the hardest. I pretty much wrote it off on Sunday, but was considering trying to do at least part of it. When going to confession was the only spiritual option, I figured "probably not going to happen". Then it became 1 option and the other was to forgive someone - "okay, I can probably think of someone I want to forgive...umm...nope, don't want to go there with anyone on that list". Then I thought, well, maybe I can try the "eat clean" for a day, "it's just a day, it should be doable", then I looked at the web link describing it..."nope, not going to happen with our food choices". The cleaning out/organizing an area is the EASIEST for me b/c I LOVE to organize. I've been wanting to work on my closet for the past few weeks, but I just haven't made the time. I'm still hoping to do it before this week is over, but things have kept coming up and setting aside the time to do it just has not happened b/c I know it's going to take a few hours and I don't like starting something unless I can finish it, so I don't want to get into the middle of it, with even a bigger mess and then have to stop. So I know I'm not getting my points for the weekly challenge, but it's not b/c these things aren't possible, it's b/c I don't want to make the effort, but that's the point of this challenge - to get out of your comfort zone and do the things you don't want to do, b/c that is what will make us more holy. I'm going to pray that God helps me "want to" do these things and before the 8 weeks is over, I will complete these two things just to show myself that I CAN do it. Please help me by keeping me accountable!
Thanks. =)
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